I had this thought enter my head the other day and I have been pondering on it. What was young Carley trying to silence or make dissaper when the ED started? I wanted to be loved. I needed unconditional acceptance. No one saw me. I felt invisible. I had no voice. I grew up in … Continue reading What was young Carley trying to silence or make disappear when the ED started?
Month: March 2022
Purged.
Something in my life must be out of balance. Tonight I purged. If I had to be honest I think I purged because I ate dessert and I have been subconsciously. restricting. Not like before because I have been eating 3 meals a day. If I am being honest I still have not let go … Continue reading Purged.
My recovery from a life time of eating disorders. 