I want to purge.

I want to purge so I am doing the homework my dietitians that out for me. Why do I want to purge? I feel like I have eaten way too much today as of yesterday I started back on the hospital meal plan and I feel like having snacks and dessert is too much food. …

Internal mental breakdown.

Today was not a good day for me, but ended up having a mental break through. I purged twice, each time have an internal breakdown while doing so. "Why am I doing this?"This will be the last time!""I hate this so much.""I do not want to be doing this.""I can not do this anymore." The …