Dear future me (who may want to relapse.)

Dear future me obviously you are reading this because you're about to or you have relapsed. I say this with Love but I need to be direct so he goes get your f****** s*** together. You do not want this relapse the eating disorder is lying to you it is trying to seduce you with …

Relapsing?

I know that I am relapsing and I have no idea what to do and I feel powerless. I am at the stage where I feel torn and I do not know what to do or how to ask for help. I feel like if I ask for help I am burdening those around me …

Falling.

I wish this was a positive update today was supposed to be my three months all in update. The last week has been quite difficult the doctor with happy because I hit my goal weight I wish I could say I was. When I saw the numbers on the scale my heart dropped into my …